Some things change
this is the logical course of events.
That which does not stagnates and dies.
I am a survivor
Do not discount the benifit of chaos it brings change.
as the tower represents in taro sometimes the past must be torn down to make way for the future no matter how obscure the future may be.
Some of you know me i have been around the rave for years tho i have disappeared for the last 2 years or so
why?
well i was doing my job delivering papers as i had every single day for 3 years and became accused of a crime i didn't commit
i went to jail held on 100,000 dollar bail
during this time the apartment building i was living in was being foreclosed on (my mother owned it )
long story short the charges against me were finally reduced to disturbing the peace when the DA. realized he fucked up
but by then the damage was done.
i had lost my job because of the original charges.
i was placed on probation
my mother gave up moved to Florida to live with a friend she had met playing pogo and then she died 4 days before i got off of probation
i was living in the apartment with no heat and no running water cause the pipes all froze
when one of my x girlfriends said she had a friend in cali that would put us up till her section 8 got transfered
well off to calli i went and when we got there we found out her friend was homeless.
while there my wallet got stolen with all my id in it and without id you can not get a job so using the last of my money i sent her and her 2 kids to new mexico to live with her mother leaving myself on the streets
with no other options i took a job as a coyote
(if you know what this means good if not even better)
i eventually made enough money to make my way to new mexico where i got an under the table job and started the hard process of getting my id's replaced
after getting my id's i got a reg job and am where im at now in a nowhere place doing a nowhere job
is this the end?
Hell no!!!
together we may see where the path leads from here
i'm a member of
Things that burn my bisket?
foremost i hate stamps either say something real or dont say anything.
to me stamps are nothing but a blatant cry for attention
also i hate people that come back to reduce your rating just cause you didn't give them a 10 grow up it is only a web page
rate me what ever you want i don't really care.
my ego is not tied to whatever you think or say im not that shallow
ELITISTS i hate em
i was ordained by a formal reverend of my tradition but i dont put down solitaires
i dont care if you were ordained by someone that was ordained by someone that was ordained by someone
a solitary can be every bit the witch you are and often times more so because they had to work harder to get to where they are
im sick of seeing profiles with half of the page taken up by
"this soul is protected by"
once again grow the freek up
what?
are you goina run crying to your friends just cause you didnt get the rating you thought you deserved?
HOW PATHETIC ARE YOU?
stand on your own or crawl back under the rock you oozed out from!!!
Quizzes they belong in your journal not on your pro they are useless and you will receive a lower rate then you might have gotten if their is more than 2 on your page
those muther f#%#!@# pop up things i get when i try to go to your page
your wasting my time and will get at least 1 rate lower then i might have given you if you didnt have that annoying fu##ing thing
Who am i?
where do i start?
well i was born in i969
im a 2nd degree priest of a formal tradition of witchcraft
no im not wiccan
i have been learning and practicing for over 30 years
im a sum total of the events of my life however i haven't let those events beat me
im a survivor as i stated above
tho this don't mean i'll do just anything to survive.
if im to live i have to do so within my own code of conduct which is ruled by 4 watch words
integrity
honor
responsibility
impeccability
so in dealing with me keep this in mind
have the integrity to say what you mean and mean what you say i wont hate you for being honest
have honor walk your talk or shut up
be responsible for your own words and actions what you do is what you own
be impeccable in the things you do always strive to perfect yourself
if you can hold yourself to this we might end up as friends
my interests in music,movies and books?
well they are to varied to pin to any one genera
i will tell you i love horror and comedy the most tho
as for music base rule the harder the better but it depends on my mood
Diana was the equivalent in Roman mythology of the Greek Artemis She was the daughter of Jupiter and Latona, and the twin sister of Apollo. Both were born on the island Delos.
Diana was the perpetual virgin goddess of the hunt, associated with wild animals and forests. She was also a moon goddess, and an emblem of chastity. Oak groves were especially sacred to her. She was praised for her strength, athletic grace, beauty and her hunting skills. With two other Roman deities she made up a trinity: Egeria the water nymph, her servant and assistant midwife; and Virbius, the woodland god.
Diana was worshipped in a temple on the Aventine Hill and at the city of Ephesus where stood the Temple of Artemis. (At the city of Ephesus Jesus' mother, the virgin Mary, was officially decreed to be the Mother of God). Diana was regarded with great reverence by lower-class citizens and slaves. Slaves could receive asylum in her temples. She was worshipped at a festival on August 13.
Diana remains an important figure in some modern mythologies. In Freemasonry, she is considered a symbol of imagination, sensibility, and the creative insanity of poets and artists. Those who believe that prehistoric peoples lived in matriarchal societies consider Diana to have originated in a mother goddess worshipped at that time, and she is still worshiped today
Kemetic names: Djehuti, Tehuti, Zehuti, Djhowtey
(N.B. In addition to native variations by locality or over time, there are often several possible transliterations into the Roman alphabet used for English.)
GREEK NAMES: Thoth, Toth, Thot, Thout, Hermes Trismegistus
BASIC INFORMATION:
Djehuti [Thoth or Hermes Trismegistus]: The God of mathematics, writing, and scholarship. In some creation myths He is the voice of Ptah (the word or logos that appears in Christian and Jewish creation myths) as Ptah emerges from the Cosmic Egg. In the creation myth of the Ogdoad revealing the Ennead, Djehuti and Seshat play the role of primary creation deities, where in Djehuti did give the words of creation to the other gods to bring all of creation into being. Djehuti is typically shown with the head of an ibis or a baboon. and his symbol is the scales upon which a heart is weighed against a red feather this duity however later became associated with his wife maat. where those of light heart went on to the divine and those with a heavy heart were given to anubis who fed them to the great serpent apep so that the spirit could not be continued.
Djehuti’s relations:
Considered by the Greeks to be the same God as the Greek Hermes and the Roman Mercury.
HOLY DAYS
Wednesday: Djehuti is associated with Wednesday.
Tot-abet or Djehuti: Djehuti is the God of the month of Tot-abet or Djehuti of the season of Akhet (Inundation), which was from approximately mid July to mid August.
THOTH:
In the beginning of life in the realm of the Gods, before we walked among you and taught humankind the arts of riding the time of the river and living in the green of the Earth, before there were birds and running beasts and fishes, the sole power who ruled what you see was Ra, Lord of the Sun.
This is how you have always seen Him: sailing each night through the Land of Darkness, standing at the front of the boat, blazing each day from His arc in the sky, shedding His light, watching the river, yes, like a hawk, for any new move or shadow, any sign of change. You see the usual dignitaries on deck, the myth of universal order. The real story was that like the head of almost any organization, Lord Ra-- and all life, honor and praise be unto Him -- was almighty, but not quite all-happy. He was nervous about sharing His power, and seemed to feel that any other Neter who grew healthy and strong was out to cut His wings, or sink His boat, or work some other wrong.
I should know. I'm His younger brother. I had to fight at first for every breath, until I found more subtle ways to free my will. Fortunately for me, for all of us, Ra was mighty in vision but deliberate in action. He could be led into decisions that he might regret later by other minds that were less sweeping than his, but faster. This may sound strange. Can anything possibly be swifter than the rays of the sun? Yes. Only one thing. Thought is the only thing that is faster than light. My gift was quickness of mind.
My name is Thoth. I was the first royal official ever to be economical with the truth when talking with the King. Why did I have to do this, even at the risk that Ra would burn me black and hurl me all the way over the horizon, into the jaws of the Serpent? To tell you this, we have to start before the beginning, when there was no land or sky, when everything was in the coils of Apop, of Chaos.
This is one way we see the world: as an egg or a delicate ball held in the coils of a great black Snake who loves to eat. If we--that is, divine and human beings--live in truth, the Serpent stays under the line where the Sky meets the Earth. But if we violate truth, then Apop flexes his rage and the ground shakes. The head rises, the jaws are huge, the black breath a whirlwind. At the beginning, it was like this, everywhere, all the time. Then the ideas of stillness and order, of safety and light, began to form in the Creator's mind. He spoke the sound that first made peace, and pinned the Serpent where he cannot break the world as long as the Sun stays on his course through the Sky. The sound of Creation is:
Om! (Repeat) Ah! (Repeat) Ah Om! (Repeat, then pause) Atum!
Atum was the first active, shaping energy to emerge from Nun, the Abyss, the timeless mystery that could not issue anything from itself, but could only wait for the creative decision, the sound and the sweep of the hand to come from another. The moment Atum took action--and his name is like your word "atom" because he charged the dark broth of matter to take action as myriad forms of life--all things were defined and ready to be born. All the Neters, all things that move, all the sea and teeming green could now appear when their living space was ready.
The first divine idea to form in Atum's mind was Truth, the goddess who would take form as my wife. It still amazes me that Atum did not covet her for himself. I am eternally happy that Atum felt so perfectly complete that I got to be the first male ever to be amazed by his luck in love.
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