Expressions
Creativity
Art
Emotions
These things can be trapped in a single frame.
Cameras are an amazing thing. With a single push of a button we can capture all those things and then some. A single smile burn into film, it can last ages and bring smiles to the face of years to come. How beautiful is that? It's amazing. It can also capture the sorrow of an event so that we can remember the emotions that came from it.
Living
Learning
Growing
We do these every day. With each step we take we evolve into something more. Our knowledge because vast if we choose to hold that knowledge. It becomes embedded on our soul as the foot prints of time and to show the journey we've taken.
Exposing
Revealing
I don’t deny who I am, but what I do deny is most to know the inner me. I have done this for reasons. There have been many times when I have gotten close to someone and they have either betrayed me or caused me to close myself off. It is easier to protect myself from the beginning than to have to deal with the shattered remains of a broken soul.
Some people will find me "snobbish' or 'anti-social' because of this, which is wonder for them, I am extremely choosey about the people I talk to. I have to be with the amount of real life intrusive drama I have seen and have been victim to in another day and time. I’ve learned the lesson of limiting how far you reach your hand out to others. It was a lesson well learned though. A very much needed lesson indeed.
I am a dominate female by birth. I like control. I love control. I love to have the control of myself and situations around me. I am a control freak in a sense, but I have every reason to be. It's the way I am, the I've always been and the way I feel comfortable with living.
At some point in life I fall. I am not immortal or perfect by far.
I struggle but at some point I always get back up. It's what I do. It's what has made me who I am. I am proud of that part of me
I love. I hate. I fall. I survive.
It is what life is about. Being who you are; being comfortable in your skin.
Enjoy it. Live it. Love it.
I am real. When I say that I mean that in everything you see it is me. If I write it or think it, I have no problem expressing it verbally. I refuse to hide my thoughts from the world. My mind is a vessel of different thoughts, emotions and images. I act the same way I do in person as I do online. I am me; with or without a keyboard.
With being real comes many different sides of me, some of them show in my art and my personal photos. It is a way I express myself. I always have had a problem with expressing parts of my emotions. Those can sometimes happen when you have had a traumatic loss. So I choose to express them in other fashions.
I am learning to be more comfortable in my skin. If you know how to express your body it can be a very beautiful art. These are my art. These are my expressions. These are me. These are not just photos to flaunt off my chest for attention. These are steps in beauty, art and being comfortable.
These are me. And with every day that passes I feel more confident with who I am as a person.
May your journeys’ always bring you to bright trails with happy endings.
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